HOW WILL I FEEL?
How will I feel when it's my time?
Will I be ready to go where we all must, or feel frightened, alone, or sad?
Will I be so tired of this old world and want out because my life was so bad?
How will I feel when my life is almost over, and will I know when the time is very near?
Will I go kicking, screaming, and crying even though I know only God can hear?
Will I rejoice because I know there's something better than this old life on the other side?
Will I feel the need for a little more time to make some things right
Or
Will I simply close my eyes and sleep into my flight?
How will I feel?
(C)Copyright 2005, Kay Durden
I HOPE
I hope when it's my turn someone will give me a sip of water because I'm thirsty, and not because of what I might leave behind.
I hope my children's children will have more insight and knowledge than I had when I was their ages, and others will benefit from my mistakes not having to go through........ to go to.
I hope when it is my turn some one will say "I Love You" and really mean it..and... more of the good times will be remembered, ....than the bad.
Someone once said " If I'd known better, I'd done better", that in essence is the feeling about most of our lives.
No one is perfect, the mistakes, misfortunes, achievements or whatever you wish to label them all can be summed up with one word "life"
I hope when it's your turn; someone will do for you all the things I hoped you'd do for me, and look closer at the heart than the deeds.
(C) Copyright 2005, Kay Durden
(C)Copyright 2005, Kay Durden
